I forgot i had this
this shit makes me sad
I used this at a very sad point in my life….no wonder
i dont even know wtf i was doing with this…hmmm
Every FRIEND comes with an END.
Its crazy how time flies.
so many things have changed, within the past year, even within the past month…life seems so different know. especially since you havnt been around.
The chapter within my life that titled “High School” has came to a close. Its time to turn to a new one…
as much as i woke up in the morning hating Harding, ima miss that place. especially those ppl. no doubt.
“Best friends become strangers that’s how it is” its a sad thought but i realize now the truth in it. People you love n trust one day can become just another nigga the next. No matter how u may care about them you gotta let em go, and in doin this you may come to realize that they weren’t who you thought they were anyway. It hurts..yea at first..and maybe a little after but it’s defenitley for the best. If you have to go after someone to get them to love you, its’ probably not worth the time of day anyway let em go and find love elsewhere. Its the pesky ones that annoy you at times trying to get your attention that you need in your life. Niggas in highschool always feel like they need to latch on to someone to be happy..niggas always wanna be in love…lol tried that once.. REALLY NOT ALL IT’S CRACKED UP TO BE . Find happiness within yourself..my nigga Mickey told me that.”
the realest shit i ever read.
Lets pretend that i never care, and when ur down im never there.
Lets pretend im neva fair, puttin you ahead like id neva dare.
Lets pretend i never swear, when i swear for you i said a prayer.
yea…lets pretend i was never here, and when im gone youll never tear.
You just might get it.
If i were to be told last year how this year would of turned out for me, i would of laughed.
I’ve lost important people to me and gained people in which i believe to be important to me.
I cant tell whether i’ve opened my eyes to reality, or allowed myself to go blind to whats real in fear of reality.
People tend to believe a smile symbolizes happiness.
People tend to believe a frown represents sadness.
if you ask me, the purpose of a smile is to hide a frown.
Even in a house of mirrors, it seems i recognize no one.
Lately ive been the change in peoples lives, it feels now my time has been spent.